Barusan sadar…neh goblok banget….reading the introduction of me on the right side of this blog. I wrote “born in march 1980”….selama ini just realize kalo yg bener tuh…..”born on march 1980”….nah loh kan….dah gitu di bawahnya ditulis lagi “working part time teaching English for children”. How’s that? Teacher? And made “that” mistake? That is embarrassing………but anyway I have fixed it he he he ….:D

What’s wrong with my blog? Seems something wrong with it…I mean the content….hmmm…….the things I wrote?

Recently I want to hear :
-The look of love (Diana Krall)
-Englishman in New York (Sting)
-Why can’t we wait till morning… (Fourplay feat. Phil Collins)
-Nothing’s gonna change my love for you (George Benson)
-Don’t worry bout a thing (Incognito)
-The lady wants to know (Michael Franks)
-Sara (Neri Per Caso)
-Come Away with me (Norah Jones)
-Still a friend of mine (Incognito)

The clothes I wore on photo shoot was a blue shirt, it’s beautiful. The other is off-shoulder white dress and they put some hair clips on my hair. I can’t wait to see how I looked like. I decide to print it into big size and place it in a big frame in my bedroom.
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Pengen hang out ama Suci neh…tapi kemana yaa….mana lagi se tempat asik buat ngobrol2 yang asik di Malang, mosok to ndak ada…ato emang akunya yang ku-per yach…he he entahlah….

something wrong with blogger??

Yesterday, I went to Antony to take pictures and I just can’t believe what I wore for the photo shoot, I would never wear it in real life. I mean it’s too sexy for me. I have no courage to wear it outside the house, I have no sexy body or so but just because it was a photo shoot then I think I would be ok with that. More over, my mom will kill me if I had worn those kinds of clothes.
I hope the pictures would be good ones.

I don’t know why last night I was dreaming about thing that ever happened to me. I dreamt about D. I hate it why I dreamt about it. I think I have get over him. Maybe I have, but still some unconscious part in my brain said that I haven’t forgot it. I hate it actually why I do have to dream and reminds me again at “that time”. But anyway life must go on and I know it was just some intermezzo in my dream. I know I’m done with “the phases” on my “bad time”. Want to know what the phases are? Well they are :
1. Stress phase : while I was soooo sad…..and pretty stressful
2. Reality phase : while I had to face reality
3. Thinking positive phase : while I thought positive sides of it
4. Recovery phase : while I recovered myself for being me again
5. Back in life phase : while I’m back in my life and being tougher, happier, stronger, and of course better.
And as I said I’m happy I’m here now. He’s dead to me or maybe he’s really dead in a real meaning.

What’s the matter as being single? Why should everybody care about it? Why and what’s wrong with not having someone at the moment? I just don’t like when somebody asking me such questions and end up by saying……”come on…you should get someone in your life..…get a date..…introduce me with some guy or…..when you will be marry……who’s your boyfriend” oh geee……..not that I don’t want to, but guys whom I want to be with or date is not someone that I can pick like some stuff in supermarket. People…..!!!! remember, guys are human and they have feelings, they said words and they do things. It’s not that easy…..please.......

Semusim (by Marcel)
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Chorus:
Semusim, tlah kulalui
Tlah kulewati, tanpa dirimu
Tetapi, bayang wajahmu
Masih tersimpan di hati
…

Skin on Skin (by Sarah Connor)Intro
Just a little bit more love
Just a little bit more passion
This is how it should begin
Skin on skin

Verse 1
If you leave me now
Telling me you failed somehow
Better think it all over
Just as long as love's around
Here's a true romance
Be aware and take your chance
Tomorrow I'm gonna leave you
But I am here for you tonight

Bridge
Every single day I want you to know
My love is true
So baby let me show you what to do

Chorus
Just a little bit more love
Just a little bit more passion
This is how it should begin
Skin on skin

Just a little getting close
Just a little more affection
'Cause I don't think it's a sin
Skin on skin

Don't you know that this game is to play
Just as long as it's time
Can't you see that my heart's gotta know
When you're gonna be mine

Just a little more love
Just a little more love

Verse 2
So we better get it on
What is here will soon be gone
When the leaves are falling
Then maybe we could fall apart

Bridge 2
And there may come a time
When you will forget
My love is true
So baby let me show you what to do

After the songs, here what I want to do ..he he :D :
- Take pictures in Anthony, they said it’s pretty cool
- Buy pair of jeans in Lea’s house, there is some big sale until October!!!
- Highlight my hair…hmm burgundy or brown or red …don’t know yet

-- Sumpah, gak tau kenapa neh...boring banget, kerjaan gak beres....ndak tau kenapa ya...Hmmm I wonder why?.

-- It's boring day...I don't like it today. I don't know what's wrong with it. I just feel that I have no power to do things. Boring.... I even refuse to replace my friend's class...help..!!! Cheer me up !

-- Sometimes I envy on someone’s happiness
Sometimes I envy on someone’s luck
Sometimes I envy on someone’s success
To be honest it’s hard
People say the grass is greener on the other side
Maybe it’s true
People always want what they haven’t got
I’ll try to take it as my advantage
Always try harder and harder
Always do my best and better
To get what I want
(by the way…this is not a poem. It’s just something I want to say)

-- I’ve seen MTV Made in MTV Indonesia; I think it’s really cool. It performs young people who want to be something and MTV provide the trainers who are capable for it. Last week, one guy wanted to be a basketball player in college team. This week it performs a young woman who wants to be a model. It’s really inspiring me so much, I can see that people can be what they want to be as long as they try hard and do concrete things I mean concrete…and they get what they want and to be what they want to be, isn’t that cool?