Just last year....

Feels like I want to write something but seems like I've got no words for it. It's all mixed up which I couldn't explain what or how. I have lots in my mind but...first I don't want to make this blog as my really really personal diary of mine...this is just blog. Second..I don't know where to start. It is complicated. Or am I the one who make it that way?

Last year, my heart broke but at almost the same time...I had a miracle...well I say it was a miracle...that I was hired as an English teacher in one of the biggest English school in Indonesia. English is not my background education though I had been teaching English for 2 years before..maybe that's what the company sees from me. Well...I don't know...well I really think that it's a miracle, moreover I was the only one who was hired in the province. I beated up many from them whom lately I know that they were from English literature Dept and some of them studied abroad before...so that's not a mistake if I said that it's a miracle or let say my luck.
But I guess my luck is in that part still...on the other side of my life, (I think you can guess which part of my life it is)...I'm not that lucky. Well..that's how life is anyway. Don't pity on me...I'm ok. Just bluffing things out of my mind. Don't give me any advice. I'm not advisable mode this moment. You can put comment but don't advise me to do this and that, cause I would not listen. I will read but will not go in my head, so don't waste your time. Well..... Do I sound like I was angry? Do I sound like I was mad? Do I sound like I was regretting something? No? ok..thanks.

Finally..

Yay! Finally I have updated and uploaded the photos of my Malang de Tour which I have already told the stories about before. Here you can check out the pics and experience yourself. Don't forget..just put any comments on any photos...whoever you are. Ciao.