Am I not good enough?
Am I that "someone"?
Am I important?
Is this togetherness important or money is more important?
Can't find the answers yet. Still thinking.

Blogger sejati...?

Definitely I'm not...duh kemana aja nih si pipin....
I miss my own blog...hiks hiks....
gak sempet...kesian deh.....

Big decision on Twenty something....

I am twenty something and have just made a big decision in my life that it could probably change my life of course hopefully in a good way. When I was less than this twenty something, I thought it's gonna be a hard thing to make such a big decision like this. LIfe is going to be changed and wish in a lot better and I see this as a new step of my life, new challenge, new life, new experience....

The decision has been made and I am waiting for the day to come to make it happen in real. Stressy, confused,amazed, relief, excited, anxious, tired, and many other feelings mix up inside of me. Most of them are positive ones which is a good thing. This preparation which made me sometimes a bit stressed. But my baby is ready to help me in his own way. Riding his bike from Kediri to Malang and give me a ride anywhere in Malang where I needed to go. He tells jokes, does silly things, imitates others in his way also we chat about ridiculous things (such as capital cities around the world, smartest student in the classes and more other things.). I am preparing too this weekend...but it's more to my need. I mean to relax my self down. Hair treatment, Body spa...and will be more treatment in the next few weeks.

Hey ya

Gosh finally I'm writing.Seems I am not a real blogger..Pfff..
Work is busy, have to teach outside lately, so it's busier than before. It's better to prepare the class rather than get online.You know how teacher is, students are number one.

Even I forget the tradition that I did since the first time I blogged here. I always wrote on the D-day and wrote how many persons have had wished me and such things. But this year I missed it.
The good thing was many people have sms-ed me and wished me on my b-day. I even had difficulties in replying cause the texts keep coming in. Herwig, Henry, Suci, Mum, Dad, Sister, Nadia, Lisa, Brother, Merti, Indrie, Fay, Haedar, people at the office, students. Everyone wished me a birthday and wishes for me. And I've received 2 gifts, belated gifts, one officially was from the office and the other was from Suci.Thanks a bunch guys.

Hmmm...mbak Rika cepet banget dapet kabar yang "baru" ini. It must be Suci who spread the news yach...

Errr.....

Its been a looooooooooong time....since I posted something in my blog. Yeah..I'm alive thank you for all the comments and those who have visited my blog. Duh Ge er banget yach...emang ada yg niat visit my blog hehehe...narcist tetep lah....

If I said I was too busy at the office...well not really actually. There was some bad connection at the office and there was also time where I was not in the good mood. There was also time where I was too lazy to write. My last posting was in January and it was lilke 3 months ago. I even forgot my blog's birthday last January. Dody was the one who reminded me of it. Thank's fellow!

Back in January, one of my students passed away because of an accident so there's one empty chair in the class alias "Bangku Kosong"...hhiiiiii...nah loh ngeri kan....Well we all liked him, he's such a nice guy.
Then there was also a story where the unused room in the building next to my office was on fire and it made my office was in panic mode also. Well in the end no one injured and we all alive and safe.

Sunrise on Mount Bromo!

I didn't go to Bali instead I went to Mount Bromo, a lot closer. The reason was my travel partner could only take 2 days off so we canceled the plan to Bali, not canceled but delayed. We thought 2 days going to Bali wouldn't be enough. So probably next time. Ok..so here's a little story of my journey.
We left house at about 1 am in the morning. It was very early. I was worried that night cause the rain didn't stop at all in the afternoon. But then...luckily when we left the house the rain has stopped. It wouldn't be good if the rain wouldn't have stopped when we went there. But anyway..we arrived too early so had to wait a little while for the sunrise. I have put some of the pics in my Small Gallery. The view was very pretty. Though the clouds covered when the sun rised. But there's still many that we could enjoy and I think 5 of us were glad about the journey. So next destination would be......

Moviiiiing....

Yeah..finally I've found new place to stay nearby the office....just walking distance...well this is small city, so walking distance is better than ever. The place is nice..even I have my own balcony!! I've got cd player, radio and I'll put tv and dvd player in my room...so...yeah...I"ll be Rocking!! Hmm...I mean Jazzing! I've got many windows too. I can see mountain in the morning.
So now...I'm starting to move some of my stuff to the new place. I don't like packing..but like it or not, I have to.

Anyway...there's a new movie about penguin, it's "Happy Feet". I must see it. I've seen the trailer...and yeah it's so cute. I can't wait to see it. There was a movie about penguin too. Hmm..it called "March of Penguins" if I'm not mistaken. I have searched anywhere but I can't find it. It's not an animated one...but still it's about penguin. So it's sooo...Vivin.

End of year holiday

Almost the end of the year holiday. Will have quite long holiday. Thinking about going to Bali....but I don't want to go there by myself, can't find anyone to go there together. *Sigh. Time is ticking and all hotels will be all booked by that time.